HelP!!

I CAN'T BREATH! I CAN'T BREATH!
I feel like i am suffacating
Somebody please help me, help me please!
I just need someone to crawl inside of, someone to hold me
i can only calm myself long enough to take a deep breath
And when i breath out, it all comes back
The pain in my chestand tears streaming down my face
I just wanna SCREAM!
My heart . . . beats so fast . . .  I can't catch it
It feels like it's going to pound right out of my chest
I have this empty feeling inside of my stomache almostlike butterflies
But thse butterflies are no good
I feel shakey, like i need to sit down or i'll fall to the gorund
I feel weak in the knees
You just let me walk away, you really didn't put up a fight
You won't even own up to hurting me like you did
How could YOU let ME go?
WHYdon't you feel my pain?
WHY can't you see just how bad you hurt me?
You seen me at my worst, on my knees, tears steaming down my face, SCREAMING that my heart was being strangles by you
And you did nothing but continue to drink and act like you do
How could you go on hurting me like this?
You looked into my eyes with painful tears falling down my face
As i would scream at you begging you to stop. . .
And you wouldn't
You broke my heart and it was already broken enough
All the things in life that i thought hurt . . .
No hurt compares to the hurt i feel now
No hurt has ever felt so real
When i close my eyes just to blink its so brief but it feels like eternity
With every blink of my eyes i see you
And i am suffacating again
The pain just covers me like a blanket
Damn it! I trusted you , I loved you
And you lies to me, snuck around, and hurt me HOW COULD YOU?
Now i have nowhere to go when my day has been too long and hard
Nobody to crawl inside of and just lie there ina cuddle of comfort
I hurt because of all the things you didn't do for me
Like love me in a way i deserved
You think that you'd never touch the things tha tdrove us apart ever agian ,
But you still love it more than me and thats why you'll never change!