I wish I could express to my mum how much I need her and this poem explains how I feel. |
I thought my mum loved me, I thought she really cared, I always thought that she missed me, considering I don't live there. I wish my mum was a person who would move heaven and earth for her daughter, I thought my mum would kill anyone who sexually abused her daughter. My mum doesn't seem to be that person who I could go to for a hold, I have grown up since I was a little girl and that story can't be told. I don't want the world from her, I don't need her to tell me everything will be all right, May be I just want her to be happy when she see's me, or to support me at night. You see I maybe getting older but it doesn't mean I don't need my mother, When I need the support I am pushed away, My mum doesn't want to know and I have to be o.k. My mum is the person I will always love, I know things are bad at this moment and I know things are rough. My mum doesn't support me in the things that I do, But I'd give her anything no matter if she asked me to. I always believed a mum put her kids first, I don't know why she doesn't with me, May-be because I am not that little girl. My mum mentions his name, the person who abused me, I tell myself to ignore it and maybe she is doing it purposely. I cried at times when things are bad, I wanted my mum to help me she knows that I am sad. But she never appears at my side, She always says something or makes up a little white lie. I craved for her love that its hurt my heart, I don't like feeling like that and I hate we are apart. I miss my mum so much and wish we had a bond so strong it was filled with all her love. But most of all I miss my family and when I am tired of caring for a relative someone would come and help me. I don't want the world like I said from my mum, All I need is her to show she cares for me and once in a while give me a little hug. |