Rain

rain
falling on my face
as i stand shivering in the alley.
why am i here?
just ten minutes ago
i stood in the kitchen
bored,
mildly hungry,
never stopping to think
that the drug effects
are food induced.
my mind is foggy
yet crystal clear.
i am higher
than i have ever been
in my entire life.
why me?
did the others feel this way?
i know one thing for certain
and that is
i will never have
hash brownies again.