Reflection

Don’t waste your time reading this. This will not change your life. You will receive nothing beneficial out of this tripe other than a headache and a bad taste. More of life’s little annoyances. Spit. The bad taste will never leave. I tend to do that to people.
Do you do everything you’re told to do? Do you ask why you’re doing it? Are you a hollow person who feels the need to let someone else live your life for you? Do you believe one’s who embrace anarchic theories are a product of satan? Does not the bible have a little verse discouraging judgment? Do you see an empty, godless soul in my eyes? Do you see everyone’s non-existent soul, your precious mouth spewing god’s damnation on us all? What makes you think I will take your outreaching hand? You ignorant, silly fool, you think you can save me…. when you cannot even save yourself.
I laugh in your face when you tell me someone cares. I feel nothing. I am nothing. I am running away, smirking at all the faces with their empty pity and sympathy. I want to forever lose myself in a dream, for I am always drowning when I’m awake. Drowning in the dark water, pushing my head under to scream so no one will hear. This has been my solitude for years, and I seem to be going crazy. Ranting questions, rambled philosophies, having daydreams that I am a bullet flying through people’s skulls. Don’t worry; it’s only a dream. Just laugh it off and get back to your boring, wasted life. Don’t create, don’t destroy. This is all just writing you will forget tomorrow.