Misunderstood...

Pain that cut me so deep,
Pain that put my heart in eternal sleep,
Pain that scarred me so hard,
That it left a permanent shard...

You cannot help me now,
As I make my point avow,
Secrets are not meant to be shown,
But there is one you should have known...

You can't take those hurtful words back,
Nor, your actions that made my heart turn black,
You never tried to help and you only hurt me
If it's not impossible to see...

I'm just not okay!
My life's in disarray,
Too late now to understand,
That I can't supply your every demand...

Your actions are what made me this way,
Your actions will always stay,
Unchangable and definitely regrettable,
Hurtful and utterly unforgettable...

Your false love made me a fool,
Not to realize that you were cruel
Cruel to leave me hurt with a permanent scar,
To leave my heart turn black as tar...

You can't take back the damage you have done,
So don't fight a battle that cannot be won,
If you feel sorry for me, now's too late,
For your consequence will await...

I'm just not okay!
My life's in disarray,
Too late now to understand,
That I can't supply your every demand...

Who had made me this way?
Who had left my feelings to decay?
Who is responsible for who I became?
You only have yourself to blame...

For all the tears I've shed,
And the wounds I've bled...
Just leave me alone to rot,
That dignity is all that I've got...

I'm now far from fine!
If my actions are not a sign,
Too late now, the damage has begun
Too late to take the damage that has been done

I'm just not okay!
My life's in disarray,
Too late now to understand,
That I can't supply your every demand...


Just leave me alone,

Leave me alone.......