Broken Hope

                    Verse 1:
Why am i feeling so weak i can't even lift up my feet
I collapse, I fall again feels like i've done an evil deed
I'm going through life in lonelyness at the harder way
Please be quiet because there won't be a thing to say
Just let me be for what i am just watch how i break down
Watch me clutching at straws but meanwhile i still drown
See me running through the streets like i'm followed by death
See how i faint and say my last words with my last breath
Watch how i slowly die and see me falling in the vast abyss
I don't even know who i can trust i don't know my own adress
I'm hearing voices in my head telling me to give it all up
You can see that i listen cause i say that i'm out of luck
This is the feeling of losing your life and all your hope
Wherever i walk the way breaks down and i fall from my stroke
I'm slowly driven to insanity why does it have to be like this
All these chances that i never take, finally i see the end but i miss
Everybody is acting so different its not really helping me
Stuck in my own emptyness i'm unforgiven don't you see?
I'm slowly falling from the world cause i don't belong here
I could never find any love i couldn't even make a career
Can someone explain to me why the world turns so slow?
If its all an act its not quite a great show

                    Chorus:
The icycle takes the warmth straight out of my heart
Freezes all the heat that i ever had in the start
I freeze 'till death outside in this cold world
I'm stuck in the false hope of this hold swirl
My mind's blasted by the storm that's going on outside
Living further in darkness without a single star of light
I'm stuck in my own emptyness at the seventh sind
Don't wanna come out i'm floating on the black wind

                    Verse 2:
My spirit told me that my life is stolen and that my soul is broken
Tell me what would you do? When you know this is your last stoke and
When your walking your daily round you feel that your empty
That your concience tells you that your just as doomed as me
Trying to run away from my problems but they keep coming after
It won't go away its stuck with me in my broken heart forever
Maybe someday i'll find some luck but i don't need that false hope
Its all so useless we're all mindless and helpless..found luck? no we don't
See what the point of this letter is? See what the world gives you?
It gives you nothing just lets you fall down flat on your face noob
Do you understand what i'm talking about or do we need to go over again?
Or do i need to take you to my empty world and you're stuck my man
Still i'm in search for a life but i doubt i will ever find it
Don't say nothing no more just understand what i'm still stuck with
My body is collapsing my mind is breaking my soul is escaping
But pushed back by time itself the same story day out and day in
Breathing the same air like yesterday why would it be different today
The sun goes down so i watch at the moon and try to walk my way
I watch up to the dark sky that takes my breath straight away
Floating on the silver storm of emptyness with again nothing to say

                      Chorus

                      Verse 3:
A few minutes left to midnight and i'm feeling like i'm dying
Each time i fall again on the ground when i try to be flying
I wanna cut my wrists and release myself from the fractions of time
But something holds me back i hear a voice saying ''Your Mine''
It chills me to the bone i feel like stone still i'm so alone
Nobody around but i got to stand straight without even a home
But my knees bend i'm feeling weak and i feel a hurricane seek
I try to ignore my pain but it feels like falling of the highest peak
What have i ever done to deserve this i never asked someone to reserve this
With no spark of light left in my body and soul i still don't know what it is
Hitting the ground again how many more times can i handle or take?
I close my eyes but i get nightmares can't sleep i'm still awake
Nobody that can ever take the blame cause there's no one that knows me
So thats not an option just a thought thats nothing like an empty sea
I gotta take the blame myself without any help i need to get up
With the last energy spared in my body i get up with some simple luck
Spread my arms and look up to the sky and think of what i shall say
As i dig in my memories i keep on realising that i'm the one to betray
I slowly open my mouth and the words come out i'm shouting so loud
Keep on screaming with no one around but i know what i'm talking about
I scream that i want to die without a lie that i'm done with my stroke
I got nothing left to lose so nothing to choose i only got broken hope

                        Chorus
                        Fade Out..