Rejected

About some rejections..

Where do i begin?
All the false hope i had within
Rejected again by what i thought was love
Pain redefined..its all i can think of
Also redefined..that i'm ugly and worthless
I'm different..but that doesn't mean i'm hurtless
Stuck in my own emptiness..again
And again..Hell is where i'm send
Why..why am i doomed to a living?
Where..where is all this love i'm missing?
If only i could find a way out
But its too late..i'm stuck with it somehow
People say i'm not ugly or so
They say strange things..but i know..
I know how i feel..i feel ugly..i feel pain..
I feel it all and i can't get loose of this strain
I can't fall out of hell..can't be free
Can't release myself..from the roots of this tree
Countless chapters in the book of my life..burned
Burned to ash cause i don't have a life..the truth has turned
Turned its back upon me so i watch the eyes of hate
They're staring at me like they see i'm afraid
But i guess i can never be rested
I'm worthless..so i'm rejected..