The Death is seeking for my soul

If i died in this loneliness
and tried to leave this lowliness
would be in my side
to follow darkness
into life more holiness

I die everyday
in the same fuckin way
lonely in the dark
as my life gathers
my fears in a bloodred spot
with thy sins that blessed

Why must we die
after obeying and all the time praying
in the end to hear
sound of my tear
falling down on the ground
wishing soon to appear

That fuckin death in every where
takin souls from here and there
why should it be now
can't he for once miss

Long path drives me to hell
darkened and blooded way
hearing ringing of a bellL
welcoming me to hell
my home where i've allways lived
and forever i will

The pain i feel
everytime i die
connot be healed
and makes me hardly cry

Fuck this life
I say holding my knife
waiting angel of death
as he comes for me
seeking my soul
it's not over
am returning to fuck my whore