Mistakes

Mistakes

My mistakes have put me in prison.
All because of my poor decisions.
I lived in a world full of depression.
I was to blind to see how much my life was a blessing.
My goals I never thought I'd accomplish.
My tendency to settle for less,
how do I stop this?
I wanted anyone to love me,even if they used me.
I pay the cost now my past has bruised me.
Life became to hard to face.
It seems I kept making the same mistakes.
I hurt myself emotionally because I wasn't happy with who I was.
All I ever wanted was love.
If I only trusted the one above.
Everything in my past has come back to haunt me.
All the demons I thought I defeated , fought me.
As I've grown older it seems my mistakes get worse.
Sometimes it feels like this life is a curse.
I realize in order to move on I must close this chapter.
I want to open the next one with laughter.
To be happy and free I will do whatever it takes.
And, I will always realize what you can learn from your mistakes.
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