Often never here

Often never here
Current mood:  confused


Often never here

thats what I feel about you

Somehow you think your emails and expensive gifts are all is needed from you

Never  around during the hard times to help me make it through.

Never a shoulder to cry on , that is never you

You miss birthdays, christmas and even your only grandsons graduation too.

I try to block the resentment but sometimes it just sneeks through

You never have really been there for me , I know in your own way you've tried.

Can't you see I want your time, leave your gifts behind.

For what good are your presents if your body is never here

Keep your gifts and money for all I want is you

Someone who will be here through the thick and thin.

Because of you I raised my kids differently, I always want to be here for them

When this journey on earth is over the only thing it seems to me.....

Is you were often not here but thats ok you see

I've learned to adapt , push it in and move on.

I guess when we go to heaven that is when I will see you alone , until then I will move forward  but I am not alone

Friends, my children, even my mom too.  They are the ones who have always been here to help see me through

So if you arrive on this earth plane again and god gives some more kids to you....

Remember keep your gifts and give your time. That's what they want from you.