You're Free

Caught somewhere between despair and hope

I lay my head down
Weary and weak
Tears streaking my face
I try to speak.
No words will come
Just the tears
Somewhere inside
Are all of my fears.
I don't know them all
I don't understand,
But my life keeps changing,
Moving from His hand.
He's reaching for me
I look away,
Tears burning my eyes,
I just can't stay.
My heart beats faster,
I can hardly breathe,
My legs feel weak,
I fall to my knees.
Head to the ground,
The tears fall,
I can't fight anymore,
I hear Him call.
I turn and look,
He comes beside me,
Kneels by my side,
Whispers He loves me.
He picks me up,
Cradles my head,
I cry even harder,
My eyes see red.
"Not again" I say to myself
But it wasn't coming from me.
His hands, the scars,
His blood, I see.
I started shaking,
Crying with all within me
"I'm sorry" I cry,
He nodded, "You're free"