Why?

I feel it well up inside me
I feel it weighing me down
The pressure is intense
But it just wont let me break
Even when im stretched too thin.

Sorrow fills my eyes
Demons whisper in my dreams
Everywhere I turn, Everywhere I hide
Madness is flickering
But it just wont let me break
Even when im stretched too thin.

The tides of pain
Swell up in my void black heart
Empty of dreams
Cold fear left
But it just wont let me break
Even when im stretched too thin.

Countless nights
Limitless days
I feel this anxiety
This hidden pain
Years and years
Of torment
But it just wont let me break
Even when im stretched too thin.

Lies are whispered into my ears
Betray I see everyday
In the faces of those whispering
Those I thought my friends
But it just wont let me break
Even when im stretched too thin.

My soul hungers
My heart begs
For life that one will bear
Seeing her face
In my sightless eyes
Hungers me
But it just wont let me break
Even when im stretched too thin.

Days gone by
Nights wore on
Year after year
As I lay in my bed
I clasped a hand near me
I turned my head to see a sight
Of demons
Grinning.

Even in death it wont let me break
When im stretched too thin.