eager

that was embarassing.
i was glad to be out of THAT situation.
me, gaara, kankurou, and temari were walking towards the ramen shop.
i had just finished expalining everything to gaara that i knew about sex and everything involved around it.
it had been a long, tedious task, that temari and kankuroushad slightly appreciated yet had been qutie angry about....
at least THEY didnt have to do it though.
i had grown up in the leaf village outskirts, i had never had many friends or mcuh experience, but i went through ninja school nonetheless and turned out to be a natural.
i tried to keep my profile on the lowdown, i didnt want uneeded attention.
finally the day came when i was to watch the chuunin exams, and thats when i discovered gaara.
why was he so alone looking?
what was his deal?
i quickly befriended his sister, temari, when i got the chance.
she was adventurous and pretty, always catching the boys eyes.
i was a dull freak that didnt WANT to catch the boys eyes.
it wasnt my fault i liked black.
i looked down at my black capris and jacket as we walked.
no, not my fault.
and i wasnt a freak.
i just wanted to wear my favorite color....
finally the day came when i was to meet gaara.
i had grown up mainly with guys as friends, but staying out of the way of realtionships and getting too close.
i had been in love before, which had left me with some scarring experiences.
never again i swore to myself.
i could marry one of my friends and have kids with them.
but i didnt need to deal with love.
it was much too troublesome anyways.
over the course of time i had gotten myself into some ....spots...with various guys.
usually resulting in me learning much mroe about sex adn the things involved than normal girls my age were supposed to know.
so fianlly i met gaara, and i knew he was someone i wanted to know better.
but it was obvious he didnt open up to people.
ever.
over time, i fianlly got to him.
i had by now relocated to the sand village and took a small course on sand ninja training.
i had all the basic requirements, i just needed to know about special sand jutsus and the village, ect.
so slowly i grew closer to the famed gaara of the desert, and soon i had developed a small relationship.
it was nothing more than exchanging a few glanes or words throughout the day, but thats all i wanted to keep it at.
for now...
and today people were talking, which led to gaara asking a question i never thought id hear him say "what is this 'sex' those people mentioned?"
and so i told him.
i knew everything.
i wasnt embarassed.
and now kankuro and temari had one less worry as older siblings.
we were headed to the ramen shop, kankuro and gaara behind me nad temari, who were talking about her boyfriend, shikamaru.
"is it hard having a long distance relationship like that?"
"not really..." she said, shaking her head.
"hes cute, i guess." i said slowly, stepping into the ramen shop.
gaara sat down by me, with kankuro on his other side and temari on mine.
he ordered his ramen and looked at me.
"thank you for teaching me."
i nodded slowly.
"uh...no problem, i guess. you would have learned eventually."
"is it strange for me not to have known about it beforehand?"
i shook my head, smiling. "well , maybe a little. but ..."
i trailed off.
"you could understand that from me, right?" he said, looking into his bowl they had just palced in front of him.
i was silent.
i took a bite.
he looked at me sideways and started to eat.
we had finished within 20 minuets, and gaara looked at me as kankuro flirted with the shop girl.
"is it enjoyable?" gaara asked.
i looked at him.
"um. everyone thinks its quite amazing."
he looked at the counter.
"would i like it? did you?"
i laughed.
"you...think..ive had sex?" i laughed "ive dotn alot, but not that."
he looked curious. "oh. but it is pleasant for everyone, righT?"
i nodded. "mainly."
he was silent after that, and i walked back to their house with all of them, figuring i could just crash at temaris house, which they all shared.
i ran into the bathroom first to brush my teeth.
it was pitiful how i had my own toothbrush in the holder.
i usually only exchanged a pleasant hello with gaara, today had been weird.
he couldnt sleep, which i wondered about.
i knew the shukaku made it impossible for him to even think of sleeping, but i still wondered how it could be possible not to sleep.
i walked into temaris room, taking off my shirt as i closed the door.
she was probably downstairs feeding their cat.
suddenly the door opened.
"shit, i should have locked that..." i muttered, turning around, expecting temari.
gaara stood in the doorway.
i blushed, and clapped my arms around myself.
"yes?" i asked.
he walked over to me and took my arm.
he was strong.
was i going to be raped?" i thoguht to myself.
suddenly we were in his room.
he had me agaisnt a wall, he was breathing lightly on my neck.
it was making me nervous.
"is thsi enjoyable?" gaara questioned.
i blinked. "gaara...youe supposed to love a person to do things with them."
he looked at me flatly. "well dont you love me?"
i blinked. "huh?"
"you are nice to me. you do not fear me. you talk to me, and its obviosu you lust for me...is that not love? if u care for my safety and i care for yours?"
i blinked again.
this was all a little much...i always assumed i loved him deep in my heart, but i knew realtionships would only make my life harder.
he cared about my saftey?
"since when do u care about my safety?" i asked.
"Well, i dont know." hesaid sheepishly, looking at the ground.
"can i do this or not?" he said a second later and looked up into my eyes.
i took a breath.
"if you would like."
his lips first gently brushed mine, but then he pushed with slightly larger force.
then he parted his lips and gently put his tounge out, lapping at my closed lips,
did i want this?
i opened my lips and his tounge circled around mine.
he pulled my hoodie off with one hand, while bracing himself on the wall with the other.
i had to admit, he wasnt bad for his first time.
why was he stripping me?
i pushed off the wall and pushed him backwards onto his bed. "let me help." said sexily.
i could tell he was getting excited, even if he couldnt.
i pulled his pants down and leaned forward, slowly bringing my lips to the tip of his dick.
i blew slightly and he shivered.
"do you feel it?" i whispered.
"should i feel cold?" he asked.
i nodded. "that could be right."
i kissed the tip of his dick lightly, then brough my lips around it.
i slid slowly downward, until i had him engulfed.
i pulled back up, and then slid back down.
i looked up at him and took my mouth away. "do you enjoy that?"
he had his eyes closed.
"yes. that was enjoyable."
i laughed and went back to it.
i pulled off and started to stroke him with my hands.
i figured as soon as he got excited i would end it, but he had a different idea.
suddenly he sat up and pulled me down to the bed beside him.
"i want to try it all." he said slowly.
i blinked.
what?
he wanted to go the whole way?
it didnt surprise me, i guess.
and considering my heart was tugging towards saying yes, i told him okay.
he braced himself at my entrance.
he knew, as well as me, that he had a full blown boner.
suddenly, while i was busy thinking of other things, he pushed inside of me.
i gasped.
i didnt expect it to hurt like THAT.
suddenly it was gone, and pleasure washed over me like water.
i breahted out heavily.
he seemed to be concentrating on rocking in and out.
"gaara....this is amzing..."
he nodded, panting. "yes."
he pumped into my for a bit longer.
suddenly he froze.
"what..?"
my sentecne broke off when he gasped and clutched the sheets.
fire raged up insdie of me.
he let out the breath he had taken in and collapsed over me.
i breahted heavily too.
he pulled away, his cock dripping.
i felt even wetter than before.
that was different.
he looekd excited and decided to repay me for earlier.
he dropped his mouth to my entrance and gently licked.
i shivered.
he smiled at me.
"i liek to try new things." he said slowly.
i laughed.
"yes, so do i."
15 minuets passd of him lickeign and brushing his hands across me.
white flashed before my eyes.
i gasped.
"gaa..."
too late.
iexploded.
he laughed a deep laugh that i felt in my heart.
"that........was an expereince." i said slwoly, as he crawled up beside me , laying his head on my bare chest.
"yes. it wa.s" he said, and closed his eyes.
"do you want to try more tommaro?"
he smiled.
"i would like that."
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thanks all for reading, i got into this one because gaara is my fave. im really tired though, and it doesnt help to have my sister screaming at me to quit typing its too annoying and shes trying to sleep the whole time, so its not quality work.
whatever. lool..
i hope u enjoyed :]