Poem

Incomplete

I seem to have everything…yet there is a chord missing…..
I have friends….family…..career…but yet there is a void.

What is it that I want?
What is it that has created a feeling of emptiness?
I am happy yet my happiness seems deficient…
I am smiling yet something is lacking….

As I sit and wonder am lost in an unknown world…
Something vital is missing…
I try all the permutations and combinations…
But fail to come out with anything concrete.

Even amidst a world of friends I suddenly find myself alone….
In a whirlwind of happiness, an element of unwanted sadness keeps creeping in.

This feeling of incompleteness is driving me nuts….
Where is the missing solution to my puzzle?
What is it that would bridge the gap and complete the circle?
I hate this feeling as it leaves me confused…dissatisfied and unhappy.

Is it something that I am lacking…??
Or is it someone that I am missing….???
How do I remove the ‘Incomplete’ feeling?
How do I make myself feel complete??

Even music…the solution to all melancholies, is ineffective here.
Have taken umpteen walks in solitude but in vain….
The riddle lies open…the solution unknown as the feeling continues….
The feeling of incompleteness….
That has led to further unhappiness, irritation and dejection.

What is it? Who is it? Where is it?
I have no clue…
But am desperately trying to find the remnants to my life’s puzzle,
As I walk around like a zombie in my world of incompleteness!!!