did i lose you or did i never have yu

did I lose you when i went out with her
or did i never have you from the start,
what is running through you mind when its just me and you,
is it does he like me
or is it ewwwww,
I can provide love, I can provide a warm hug, never told you why I really broke up with her, welll it was because she wasnt you. it was just that one time we hugged I knew it was right.......
so did I lose you ,or never had you........