This is a poem I wrote in 2006, the year I was really pissed. |
I'm wasted. He got me trembling in fear, I have been living a life of daily horror since that night. And I'm wasted. I wasted my life...I wasted my LI--FFEEE!!! I wasted my future, all because I didn't develop a plan. I hate this man. He controlled me, he controlled my past, he controlled my laughs...and now my cries. His sweet hello said a sad goobye. He was now being outlined, face down in his own blood. And I'm wasted. What was I to do?! What was I to do, when I never been in love to know that someone who claimed to love me really hated me? And I'm wasted. POP, POP, POP!!! Somebody called the cops. He played me like a game... his personal remote that he controlled. He promised me a ring but, I was not exspecting the one around my eye. He promised me platinum, instead I have chrome on my wrist. And I'm wasted. I got about a pound of liquor in my belly. I need it for this ride. This is the end result to listening to all of his lies. Ambulances and the whole damn fire department came. All because I said another man's name. He couldn't hear the truth, so for my life I had to shoot. I'm in the back of the back for life heading downtown...the King has taken my crown. And now he's wasted. |