Plagued

Ok....... Every day i wish i would've died, fuck the lies and fly a straight line in ta da sky, the pain in my eyes, will never die or fade, i feel played and stayed, filled with this horrible pain that plagues my brain, it'll never be the same, this uncontrollable rage, just fills this page, dazed inna blazin maze, i can't be more blunt, my life is so fucked up, my brothers all fucked up, on crack, probably on smack, all whack, and one day i know i wont be there to catch his back, oh same with my sister, she doesn't even know i fuckin miss her, she's oh so scarred, always at the bar, as far, as i know, my thoughts will continue to flow, untill they explode, i cant crack this code, i feel so old, so cold, my soul has so mo to explore. man fuck this world, i just wanna fuckin hurl, my fuckin girl, she's in her own war world, raped as a little girl, now what the fuck is this world, if i was there, i'd one by one pull out his fillins, and fuckin kill him, and bring him with me to this cell of hell, cause every night i sit and dwell, that this life, might find the light of life, and things'll be alright, but not tonight, so ill just continue to fight, this write, hopin it might, turn out right, putting me to rest, holdin my breath, hopin for the rest of death, im hatin this patiently waitin for satin takin my compensation, these bitch ass cops tapin my conversations, this life ain't fair, these switch hits, got me sick of slippin on this slick bullshit, throwin a fit, cause this bitch, keeps flappin it's lips, they talkin nothin but shit, you gonna get lit, hit, by a hot clip, aimed at you lip, dump you off in the ditches, hit the switches, and say "peace out you bitches", cause as i look in ta the rear view mirror, the picture becomes clear, pain fills and spills, drowning in over the counter pills, the wells of tears, rep my fears, from years and years of spears piercing my heart, it tears me apart, breaks to shatters, hear the chatters, of me fallin off these shoots and latters, bruised an battered, nothing else matters, the time i had her, made me gladder, shucked, slammed to sadder, as my life spills into shatters, it only makes me madder, wishin that this life was phatter, as im hear its clear staring at the fuckin latter.