Thank You..Me

On a cold tile floor, limp, with thoughts of sin
A letter, but in my hand no pen
A long standing thought with sudden end
A list, familiar, strange, he did not send.

Failures: Friendship, support, attention
His or mine, he does not mention
Less: Beauty,adventure, lust
Confused, alone, a broken trust.

Lost: Years, pride, desire
Inside my heart a dieing fire
Trampled: Dreams, future, hope
Unshared thoughts, his downward slope?

From nowhere, somewhere, I can hear
From up above strong and clear
Gently easing all my fears
A familiar voice not heard in years.

Hope: Friendship, career, a family
Stern, a reminder, a path in history
Forsaken: Heart, ego, me.
An abandon mission so clear to see

Goals: Independence, health, security
A forgotten path, a destiny
A realization that you've been here
Buried deep yet always near.

A reminder from a voice, revive
Again risen, vibrant, once more alive
I need to say, for all to see
Thank you, Thank you....me.