Stormy Serenity

this is about my struggle. its a window into whats happening on the inside.

Into the wild crazy rush
Into the peaceful calm
Fanning the sparkling flames
This is my Song

My solo and dance
My pitfall and only chance
Everyday that passes by
I see how things happened
But have yet to see Why

The trap has been set, the line is cast
I sit and watch, but soon I will hide
I know falling in is the answer
But only in my Mind

I feel it getting closer
My sustainer of life, but bringer of death
Elating happiness but searing pain
The darkness creeps up my legs
Swallowing my shoulders, Consuming my Head

I am submerged inescapably
Suffocating yet never drowning
Even when screaming and hollering they don't hear
My yells are only a Whisper from my Lips

I sigh and let the water rush over me
This is my home now
The serenity is inexplicable
Finally the Calmness is Roaring all around Me