With Me I Am Honest

With Me I Am Honest
Never could escape from these four walls
They surround me constantly
Protecting me in the event, I might fall
And then you came along
You demolished my only source of protection
Now I look back
And I can't help but feel pain in reflection
It’s not what I asked for
You fought and forced me to fall in so deep
And now I am lost
Can’t eat can’t breathe can’t find a way to sleep

How could you do it?
I jumped in way too fast
I couldn’t see through you
But now you’re transparent as glass
Never again will you get inside
These four walls stick by my side
So you won’t have to
I’m residing in solace
I never need another heart break
With me I am honest

You held me up high on this pedestal
And yes I got used to it
You held me in tight for once my head lay still
I'll admit it was so comforting
Held me tight in those safe arms close to your chest
How I thought I was complete
Held my heart close and told me not to fret
Cause you would never leave
You fought and forced me to fall in so damn deep
And now I am lost
Can’t eat can’t breathe can’t find a way to sleep

How could you do it?
I jumped in way too fast
I couldn’t see through you
But now you’re transparent as glass
Never again will you get inside
These four walls stick by my side
So you won’t have to
I’m residing in solace
I never need another heart break
With me I am honest

I never knew someone could make you feel so content
Then take it all from you without your consent
And if I could go back as much as I’d want to
I’d never undo how I held on to you
Because I know it wasn’t in vein
Sunshine always follows rain

How could you do it?
I jumped in way too fast
I couldn’t see through you
But now you’re transparent as glass
Never again will you get inside
These four walls stick by my side
So you won’t have to
I’m residing in solace
I never need another heart break
With me I am honest