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Writing beside a New England river in spring. |
| The perfect bee beside the perfect flower on a perfect spring afternoon. The natural order of this moment is OK with me. I do not need to know how many flights are leaving today or the populations of the cities on either end of this bridge. It is enough I can see the rapids reflecting an afternoon sun and hear the consistent sound of the river melting over smooth rocks. I can smell the fresh spring air and feel the sun lapping my pale white skin exposed for the first time after a hard winter. My legs are strong enough to support my frame, while my eyes are sharp enough to notice two ducks flying up the winding river valley. My fingers are supple enough to mold around my pen and my fingertips sensitive enough to feel the words I am writing. All this, while my lungs are taking in the warm air as my heart beats with a regularity that is absent albeit desired in every other area of my life. The sound of gulls drowns out the jets as I swallow all the sunlight I possibly can. |