The things we dislike about oneself can be overpowering. |
I’d discovered something today by reverting back to see how I’ve changed I know now why I am afraid to lose you I know now I am the one to blame in the past I had nothing to bring me down I had no shame yet as we know time moves on and the cracks start to appear not so long ago I continued along that razor keeping my demons and deteriorations hidden together... Feel I am not getting my feelings across and this might be against the rules but through messages we teach so treat this as a freedom of speech with a strange structure as I change tempo hope you are able to follow my flow... I need to escape my never-ending vision my imperfections, scars and deteriorations transformed through by my mistakes need happiness within for happiness to show on the out believe me doesn’t stop there, with enough breath in my chest I’ll rant and shout this can be sorted, heading towards a new path this old world knows very well I will not walk down I’m calling my beliefs crazy for you all, for you all not to follow as it’s my path to hell disposing of something real for something manufactured and borrowed all this to fit in your world all this to truly be a part of you but will I let you in? If I do will you still feel the same would you let things be? Or have I blown my chance in not being honest from the beginning time is running out to keep on hiding or is it already too late for me? |