In Reality..I Realize

In reality I always put myself last,



But I realize that has to change fast.



In reality I have no control over me,



But I realize this is not how life's supposed to be.



In reality I suffered from mild deression,



But I realize now that I'm not here to live up to anyone else's expectations.



In reality I know I'm way too nice,



But I realize I could never be as cold as ice.



In reality nobody knows the real me,



But I realize I don't give them a chance to see.



In reality it's my life in fact,



But I realize it's time to take it back.