Letting go...

My heart was broken
now it's shattered
on the floor
the blood has splatterred
the wound is deep
it may never heal
i can't express
just how I feel
I've lost you now
from my mistakes
and realize now
we've raised the stakes
I'm letting go
of this chance
can't help feeling
like you've dropped your lance
I'm fucking up
once again
I know this now
it will never end
but for some reason
I just feel
like I have to do this
this is real
and what we had
it was so great
i fear that when I'm ready
it will be too late
I'm making the wrong choice
and for you I've cried
but for my kids
I have lied
I have to make this
somehow it has to work
but the bottle's been shaken
and someones popped the cork
my love is spewing
my heart has bled
my soul is crying
my heart is dead
I'll always hold you
in my dreams
I'll never forget you
you're in my heart it seems
they always say
to know the truth
if somethings yours
no need for a sleuth
just let it go
and if you find
that it comes back
you can rest your mind
it means its yours
your love is true
so I am hopeing
that this will be you