Let Go

I'm sorry I didn't go with you,

I should of but I needed to save them even though its not my job.

I'm sorry I’m so stupid, but at least everyone made it out alive.

I know none of that means a thing to you right now when you look at my cold silent body on the hospital bed.

I know that I didn't need to be a hero and I wasn't trying to be I promise I wasn't but I couldn't leave with everyone else still in side.

I'm sorry that I made you cry when they the doctors where shocking my heart, I know you can't let go that's why you didn't let them stop trying.

I've been in this coma for two years now, I miss seeing you smile, and I miss when you used to talk to me and tell me how your day was.

I heard they want to unplug me and I know you need to let go I understand, I won't be mad.

But I’m sorry that I couldn't pull threw for you, but I hope you think back and remember how many lives I saved and it only costed mine.