Death of the Heart

You say you love me;
You lift me from the abyss;
You ignore me;
I fall back down into it;
You hold my hand;
You look at her;
I loosen my grip and let go;
You hug me;
I hug you back;
You hug her;
Behind my back;
Lack of trust;
That’s what you have for me;
I walk away;
But you don’t see;
Save the apologies;
I don’t need them;
Not from you;
You pull her into your arms;
Right in front of me;
I hold my head down in shame;
All you do is stand there;
Ignoring me;
Like you always do;
I scream from the abyss;
Can you hear me;
No;
There is the answer to that question;
Do you even care;
Look at the answer to the question before;
Go way;
Save me the sorrow;
Turn around;
And save yourself the regret of being with me