Cheap

This is about feelings I've been afraid to say because it could jeopardize a friendship.

I was cheated, can’t stop time.
The way I didn’t speak my mind,
I was so out of line.

I can’t figure out how to be real
I want to, I should, but I won’t
Say how I feel.

Robbed of my voice,
Looted was my speech,
The mistake was my choice.

Letting it go, setting it free,
It’s not fair to be short,
My lack of balls have a fee.