Brain Drain

11/21/09 As the seasons change so to shall our lives, with cold lonely winters, new happy beginnings of spring, hot and passionate summers and warm contemplative autumns. So having said this I wish all my friends many springs, long summers and years of autumns. And when winter comes I am here with a cup of hot chocolate waiting to help bring your next spring in with a laugh.
3/25/10 Where only the will of the Mother Earth and strength of the wind shall protect, the exploring mind. Dance with the waves till the dawn brings us back into the dream, where we can once again be embraced by the loving arms of light and song.
3/25/10 Walking in the woods, wondering if they are watching you. Knowing someone is always stronger than you, but never show your fear, for that is the path to weakness.
3/27/10 Strolling along a path watching the leaves play with the wind, looking every way but ahead. The sun warm on your face the music of the forest making you smile. A whisper almost heard, filling your heart with joy. You’re awake but dreaming, somehow you know this. When you decide to stray from the path, following any your feet to where ever. It is as if you have been here before, drawn by some unknown desire. Then a clearing appears wide and beautiful full of a memory. Here something happened, just on the edge of your memory. Maybe once before it was where you met a love, another life perhaps. Every branch the way the wind dances with you, it all seems familiar. Then from the way you came you hear a noise, turning to look you see a shadow. Only it is not a shadow you see it is a person. Not hesitating a moment you rush towards it, life blossoming in your heart. You run into the arms of a stranger, but they return the embrace. The embrace ends with a gentle kiss. Then the stranger stares deeply into your eyes and shows you what you could share together if you chose to walk along the dangerous path laid out before you. You stare at the path ahead and see the treacherous mountains and curvy roads. You begin to step back but then the stranger catches your arms and you once again stare into the strangers’ eyes. Suddenly, the fear you once had melts away and step by step you both walk together. And as the path winds and dips turns and even disappears you find with this stranger by your side you can face anything. Fears worries and even death, for with them you are stronger then army. Fearsome as the path looked you find your feet speeding your steps faster and faster until you find yourself flying. You feel the wind beneath your feet as the two of you glide in a blissful passion. The coldness that surrounds your heart melts. The emptiness you feel begins to slowly evaporate like a dying lake to hot summers day. The heavens begin to open as the death consumes you. The fear that was so strong and controlling is now gone. The emptiness that was so overwhelming is now gone. All that remains is the sweet bliss of the strangers touch and love that protects you from the dangers that try to invade. Floating weightless your bodies enter twine the empty spaces within your soul filling to overflowing. Light seems to surround you, joy and pleasure consuming every thought. Everything else begins to disappear all you know is the touch, the smell, the taste, of being with this stranger to the point you feel no separation you are one being and you begin to see that it has always been that way, but you had let the fears and worries bar you from seeing the truth.
3/29/10 Sitting on a log in the forest, sunlight kissing your face, gentle breezes caressing your skin, the song of wild animals all around a symphony of life. Flowers blooming with awe at the wonders of the sky, trees sighing in pleasure as they stretch their arms, the brook giggling as it the banks tickle its sides.
3/29/10 An eagle soars higher seeking bliss, a quiet thunder moans across the sky, the air becomes charged waiting, clouds bulge with a deluge waiting to be released, the wind screams as the change of weather comes closer. The lightning explodes into the night and shatters everything for a moment that lasts forever.
4/6/10 Do you remember the first? time we laughed. time we cried. time we got mad at each other. I do with. a smile every time. a tear twinkling in my heart. more joy because we are still friends. May we all have friends we can laugh, cry and get mad at and still be friends. Because people like that are rare gems and I have a pocket full of them.
4/9/10 As I wonder thru the clouds, glancing around looking for a memory, I catch a glimpse of something. Quickening my steps trying to follow, mind racing 'who or what could it be?' Tripping on a fluffy white cloud I find myself falling.
1/13/11 hail yon beast what business do you have here, if ill is your intent leave now or feel the true meaning of fear. and if you have come for our women even the foulest shall not have you, so leave and return not for if you do it will be the end of you