Pain

This is a poem I wrote when I was going through a really rough spot in my life.

Broken hearts that never mend
Wishing for a miracle that God will never send
Broken down and weeping
From my wounds my blood still seeping
I pull the blade across my skin
I cry aloud as I feel it within
It feels so good to have the pain
It feels so good to feel again
I love the pain
It breaks the hell
I love the blood
It breaks my spell
I cry and laugh as my blood pours out
In pain and ecstasy I loudly shout
I need this hurt to break through the pain
To feel okay my blood must drain
You say I'm crazy
I'm so fucked up
And maybe it's true
Maybe I'm not perfect
But you've got problems too
You tell me you're better
Now tell me says who?