Dear God

Dear God, This is Linda. I don't know if I am the type of Christian that is talked about in the Bible.
They say what does not kill you makes you stronger. Sometimes I feel I should have the strength of Hercules.
I have multiple chronic conditions that my doctors has said I have bad luck. A kidney disease,spinal issues,neuropathy and a blood condition. I have had many surgeries starting before my teens. I have had bladder and breast biopsies. Two knee replacement with one bout of sepsis. Sepsis is he'll and so is the treatment. I had my ability to have more children taken at thirty one. The same day they also removed my gall bladder. Never should anyone have a double surgery. I have wondered how this happen but not a Why Me. My son has inherited my genetic kidney disease, my daughter has refused the test. This worries me now that she has children. I don't have a clue how many generations has had this. I am too weak for anymore test. Please give me and my family a break. Thank you God for not giving us anything worse, which I know you can. I also know that there are people in worse situations, who would envy me.
Amen.