Suicide's Siren Call

This is when death’s call haunts me
When your tearstained face turns my way
And angry lyrics beat me to pieces
When it looks hopeless and devoid
When I can’t connect to you
When my choices harm you
And I can’t keep my tears at bay
I just want it all to go away
To leave me, just leave me behind
Love,
love,
It’s just a word isn’t it?
Even it can’t sum up my feelings
Or how hurt I am but don’t appear
I’ll just leave now, save you pain.
I assume that’d be best
It sure feels like it
Suicide’s Siren call
But that’s weak, right?
I have no clue.
Just pain