Indifference

Do you want to know the worst part of all this is?
I never understood the depths of our cruelty until that night.
I, more than anyone, know the horrible person you are.
I guess that is why we always seemed to fit so well.
We are two horrible people who have done horrible things, especially to each other.
That is what we desired. It's what gets us off.
When you turned on me, it all came crashing down.
Suddenly I was no longer good enough for you.
If I couldn't let you be on top, I was useless to you.
You. You. You.
I do not think you can actually comprehend a sentence that does not involve you in it.
Your terror reached a depth that even I have not succumbed to.
I applaud you.
You were able to do something I never was able to do.
You stopped loving me and you stopped hating me.
Indifference is the worst kind of devil.