I barely recognize me

I don’t know what to do or say
I’m deciding weather to keep these feelings or let them fly away
Like a bird,
I yearn to feel free,
And I need to know what are your feelings toward me?
I’m sick of these games you play
Thinking I feel no pain
What do you want from me?
I’ve changed so much for you
Don’t you see?
I’m a completely different member of society
I barely recognize myself
I thought me and you were gonna get married and buy that huge house
With a white picket
But it don’t matter now
Because you broke my heart and it didn’t make sense
You were filled with such magnificence
Losing you I lost all my confidence
Still the situation I’m still trying to comprehend
You were my best friend I thought it was me and you to the very end
I don’t think I can trust someone ever again