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You’re probably never gonna read this,
But I really need to get this off my chest.
I just have so much I want to make known
So I’m writing it for you in this poem.
Because I could never say it to your face,
That even though I love you still,
Even though I think this love is for real,
I can’t help but feel, that I don’t have feelings
Like that anymore. I feel myself wanting someone else.
And you don’t deserve that, you deserve the best.
It hurt me a lot when you got up and left
For the arms of another man, man, but can
You ever love me the way used to?
Do you still think there’s anything we could salvage?


I’ve got a lot of things that I want to make known,
So I’m writing you for them in this poem.
I love you so much, I really fucking do
But I’ve kinda come to grips with not being with you.
You pushed and shoved and sent me away.
I just got so used to it one of these days
That I don’t think I even want to bother coming back.
Have you ever watched a flower die?
See something beautiful just wither up?
It rots and it decays from the inside out
And I feel that it’s happened to us.
That out love is just dying and we don’t
Want to admit, but now that I saw it,
I just can’t un-see it. Shit, I’ll admit it,
I just want someone who will be by my side
Regardless of my faults or my behavior.
And I know I’m not perfect, I never I said I am
You’re the one who said it, and I can tell you regret it.