A mother's nightmare |
Shelley ran along the river excited. I loved watching her play, curious about everything around her. Droplets of rain started falling and I glanced at the unusually low dark clouds. We needed to head home. “Shelley, it’s time to go home!” I called to her. As any typical six year-old, Shelley glanced at me and kept running like she didn’t hear me. A low rumbling filled the sky, but it wasn't thunder. I followed the sound, looking up river and saw a huge wall of brown water swallowing up the embankment as it raged toward us. Flash flood! “Shelley!” I screamed. The embankment suddenly disappeared beneath my feet, throwing me into the mud-mixed blender. I looked in Shelley’s direction just in time to see her little blonde head disappear beneath the surface. “Shelley! Shelley!” I screamed, looking for any glimpse of my baby. The water violently pushed me along as I desperately shoved away debris trying to suck me under. Panic filled me. Find Shelley, find Shelley, I have to find Shelley, my mind screamed over and over. “SHELLEY! SHELLEY! SHELLEY!” The sound of her name filled with the fear exploding in my chest. I was sucked into the darkness. Popping to the surface again, I screamed. A deep, agonizing, guttural sound escaping my lips. I jolted straight up. I looked around in the quiet, darkness of my bedroom. A dream, a bad one. I covered my face with my hands and sobbed uncontrollably. |