Leaving

Should I or shouldn't I,
I don't know if I could decide if I would do it.
But I can't,
If I do I might make the wrong decision.
I will regret it,
But if I don't I will say good-bye.
But the wonders of the world will make me not say good-bye,
If I go no one will miss me but myself.
Myself will sob and say and be sad,
Not serenity not devon not even my family.