Poised to plan

         I positioned myself like a spider about to catch it's prey. Everything needed to be in place or I would be wasting my time. Planning can be a very tedious business and yet without it we can become a victim or a traumatic trap that will unwittingly destroy who we treasure most.

         At first glance like a web of deceit I can be hypnotized into thinking I have finally got what I needed and now I will be happy to the point of glorious consumption. It is the ploy that we are all susceptible to. I have "IT", yet in retrospect what was the cost? I spent all that time capturing what I knew I needed more than anything else.

         This is the place at which I need to ask whether my "poising" worth it or will I discover that I have planted a seed of destruction. We are all in a relationship to somebody or something. Are we really in love with that treasure or is it merely a need to show others I must love what grow to hate?I want the plan to work and am even poised to plan. I enter the plan with another who can help me see for myself the difference between poisoning and positioning for success. May my efforts lead to the blessing of self and others. God grant me the heart mind and soul to see.