Giving in to Darkness

I am darkness

There's a darkness in me ,
a Darkness I struggle to fight .
It keeps on calling me ,
Pulling me deeper and deeper .
With the struggle getting more intense .
I fear for my sanity .
Getting lost inside the darkness of my own mind ,
Fearing no return .
Fighting to stay sane ,
But with pain , stress , worries and fear ,
The darkness spreads like a plaque inside of my mind .
Failing to stop it , or even slow it down .
I start giving in , excepting it .
By giving in and excepting it ,
I start understanding it ,
Understanding the reason why it's there .
For if it was not for that darkness in my mind .
I would siege to exit .
The darkness is more than I thought ,
For the darkness is me .
I am darkness , with almost no more light .
I will exit from only dark .
Fully excepting the darkness in me .
I became the darkness .
Darkness is me .
I am darkness .{/i}{/center}{/i}