Trapped

Many of you have experienced it. The feeling of being closed in. Enclosed in your own mind. Something thats yours and have control of, but cant do so. What do you do? How can you get in to pull yourself out? Like your drowning in your thoughts and its nobody to pull you out. It gets deep. Its like my mind is in a box, and even though the contents in the box are mine, i cant access them. I find myself trying to think outside the box, but im often on the outside looking in. Maybe im best here, keeping me safe. Maybe its keeping my sanity in a safe spot. At times i dont know if i like it or not, 9 times out of 10 not. This will be my last piece of writing for awhile. I hope one day i can free myself to let my full potential out, and potentially write my book. Or just maybe writing it while im in here could provide better content..