Journal Entry #4

12/10/2020

         I haven't been motivated to write anything for the past couple of days. I just feel like I am letting too many things get in my way and distract me from my book. My main issue is work and just making sure I have enough money to stay afloat. It looks like there is a great chance I will be moving at some point this month which has been weighing on me greatly. I am worried and stressing myself out. The most I can do today in regards to writing is just this journal entry.
         Why is it so hard to keep my head in the game? Where can I get the motivation I need to get back on track? How do I prevent myself from being discouraged by the lack of writing I have done? All these questions have been swimming around in my head and I feel like I am beating myself up over it. I have no idea where to go from here in a writing sense.