My first Christmas without my Mom

I can't believe she's gone
It's so strange she is gone but not forgotten
This will be my first Christmas without her
Santa can bring her back to me down the chimney.

She's in Heaven now far from me unless you count the space she holds in my heart
I feel like I can't breathe, I hurt so mightly
It's a pain you may not believe
Oh, what grief even though I know she's in a better place.

My first Christmas without her how will I be able to celebrate
I know full well she wants me to get on with my life
Oh my heart aches so bad
Oh, God please please help me.


Oh how I need thee to keep me
This first Christmas is going to be rough it is
So glad God has smiled on me
He is setting me free little by little.

I shall not give up on me hopefully not ever
However, Christmas will surely never be the same
No bright twinkling light will ever look the same
Moms at peace with the one true shining light.
Thank you Jesus for saving her soul now she rest with thee and thanks also for saving me.