Just a small poem expressing a pain I cannot verbally express. |
Smile on my lips, hole in my heart Been hiding my pain from the very start Forcing a laugh, saying I'm fine But really my mental health is on the decline Yes, I could open up to others, show them the pain But how could I bear to fuss and complain? Life isn't easy, no it really is not Mine in particular seems to do nothing but rot I know it seems I'm focused on the bad rather than the good But this poem is to express the sorrow and pain that I never could There are good days hidden among the bad And I'm grateful for this, because its more than I've ever had I just want to take this chance to express my hidden pain Because I don't want to risk relapsing once again Smile on my lips, hole in my heart, Been hiding my pain from the very start Now that you know the secret I've been hiding You may be able to see the steady mental sliding. Perhaps you can now see how much I've stockpiled within Just to protect others from the pain I've hidden It may seem bad, but I promise I'll be safe and sound For I made a promise to someone who I refuse to let down. This poem is just an expression of my inner self Another peice of emotional art to rest on the shelf Rest assured, that I won't give in Farewell for now, for this is the end. |