leave me alone

Oh, you're still here.

Your memory sticks in my mind like a sword in my side.
All the times we had together....the happiness, the joy, the pure emotional experiences alone are enough to kill me.
What we had will no longer be.
So leave, and take this memory.
Take it to a place where it'll never be found.
To where your voice in my head will not resound.

Arrghhh, but without you I feel so lost, so alone.
Especially since the feelings of old are gone. You stand there, so calm, so confidant.
This stirs up feelings of resentment.
That does not last long however, when i see you smile.
Oh how perfect you are.
Why did you have to leave such a scar?

You were the first person i ever cared about.
The only one i loved, without a shadow of a doubt.
Now you've found someone else, someone better.
You lied to me, when you wrote that letter.