Perilous Thoughts

Wow! Whoa!

A man that is 'supposed' to be considered by me and he is gone to a fundraiser a few states away. I can feel my heart actually missing him. Is this some sorta strange side effects of the beginning of love. I feel like calling him now but I aint gonna do it! I feel him when I'm sleep...sorta like his arms are around me but he's not really here...but when I open my eyes he's on my mind or better yet, he calls just as I begin to think of him.

We've been spending lots of time together. We talk several times per day...we talk only too. Hmmm. I don't really get a vibe from him but I sure do get one from hot mamma me. Is it just because it's been so long in that department (yeah, yeah, that one dammit) that I feel like this.

NO, of course not! It's because he's a decent loving and caring kind of man that you need and want in your life. Maybe he's the one God chose that's finally found his way home, where his heart can rest on those bossums so many lusting ass men try to get to with nothing else to offer other than their filthy tongues trying to lapp up some milky titty honey that aint there no damned mo' anyhow;....