Delete Button - Reboot

Blog a day goal day 9

I just read Jack's blog. He is downsizing his membership. I feel like he's giving up, again. His optimism and enthusiasm about his writing was infectious. He's a good writer. I feel like if he can't do this how can I think I should? I'm nowhere near as good as he is. He's been writing longer than I have been alive.

Part of me wishes I had enough gps to extend his membership for him. The rest of me knows that isn't what he wants.

I am in a bad place right now and I don't know if I have it in me to continue here myself.