Perilous Thoughts

Pulverized Heart Meat

It's six o'clock in the morning. I haven't been to sleep. Well, with the exception of the nap I had at about 8-9. Sleep just wont stay with me. I know what it is. I haven't really prayed and dedicated my heart to Him but I've certainly been dedicating my silly mind to Twelve lately.

He's in most of my waking thoughts. How do you get rid of loving someone? It feels too much like poison. This can't be anygood for my heart, cause I know my mind is going crazy. I've been playing music allll night long and mostly thinking about his tail and his front too.

I don't understand how a woman like me could be so inthralled, entangled into his messy web of women. He says it's because he's not one of the guys that falls at me feet or jump when I say boo. I hope that's not the case.

Good morning