Witness to withness

So what is the sin in all this?

I look at the whole adventure of mental illness and it is too easy to become a victim, as if one never did anything wrong. In my own situation the best way to understand the ongoing question is to want something that one can not have. In a biblical sense it is letting something or someone take the place of God. When this happens you get disconnected very quickly. It is a case of pulling the plug and wondering what it takes for you to put it back in.