Wondering about my Wanderings

Being brought down to Earth

I am on this ineffable cloud when I get home. I am very sure I am in the midst of discerning my eternal destiny as it relates to church. My wife looks me in the eye and asks, "Why do you have to be so damn impatient?" It kind of felt like I was hit over the head with the mallet as I was getting ready to drift into a Holy Spirit atmosphere of nirvana. From that moment on I get a sermon from my better half.

The crazy thing I am faced with after the discussion ends is that they have at no point talked with her to find out her feelings negative or positive. There are so many loose ends to tie together that I think anyone who is into needlepoint or quilting (I am not), might want to reconsider whether the end result is worth the effort. I am glad God sees all the loose ends differently. God is crafty in all manner of ways. I talked to my sister and let her know why a vacation to Massachusetts was not in order and it is all the fault of this church that does not seem to be able to make up it's mind.

There must be a scripture about how marvelous and wonderful are the ways of God. I will leave my blog behind and see what fruit might sprout forth. I will admit that God is teaching me a lot about myself. I am learning I have a heart for the outcast-namely those on the outside looking in. I have a passion to know what family means to me even if means investment in learning the various loose ends that represent my family tree. And yet I do love to write and so I will continue. God has given me a passion and I trust that no matter what happens from this day forward will be grace!!!