Thanks everyone. My wife appreciates all the cares and comments. Maybe I'll be able to convince her to come hang here with us rather than on Facebook with her mom.
I hear you. Went through my own anniversaries of those lost last month and it knocked me out for two weeks straight before I could get my head around writing again.
Don't let guilt be one of the emotions. We feel what we feel. We remember, usually not when we'd like to, and often times, at the worst possible time.
I filled my time with memories- as many good ones as I could pack into my quiet time. I focused on watching the birds at the feeder outside my office window. Did the bare minimum at work. Tried to enjoy time with friends.
Eventually, it passed.
I've found that sometimes talking to them helps, even though they can't hear. Do the things that give you joy and peace, and most of all, forgive yourself for whatever wasn't done, wasn't said, or conversely, was. Let lavender winds ease your pain and remember, we're all here if you need us.
I am waiting on a call from the woman who holds our mortgage. It seems she thinks my wife shouldn't wait a year to get her sight fixed. If she can pull the money out of one of her accounts, it looks like she is going to refinance. That means we could possibly have a ramp by the end of the month at the soonest.
Strangely this news threw my wife into a panic attack instead of a feeling of relief. It seems she is scared to leave the house again because the last time wasn't any fun. And she is looking forward to surgery when she goes.
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