October Novel Prep Challenge

I think that I am overthinking all of NaNo, including OctoberPrep. I just don't know what I'm doing. The idea is good, the setting is okay, the characters just want to go on and on about themselves.....

I just keep thinking about how I've never finished a big project. Is this novel going to go the way of "Rage of Envy" and "The House That Wants"?

I think I'm actually afraid of finishing so now I don't even want to start......

The inspiration for this novel is waning in the wake of the ghosts of other unfinished projects.......

What's the worse that could happen? I have another pile of notebooks trying to be a novel?

I really want to just quit .....

Merry Meet and Blessed Be
then Merry Meet again!